U are me

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Friday, February 06, 2009

4:51 PM

I'd like to tell you about a brave kids who died peacefully from lung cancer. His name is ArdiKa dira prasetya and he passed away on 5 December, 2005. he was 17.

Ka first diagnosed in April 2002. he took the diagnosis calmly. He did not blame anybody or anything. He was nor did he fall into any depression. He was remarkably steady and remained quite so till his death.

Hmm..it's hard to tell you about this story..

In fact , he took his suffering better than everyone did. I could not bear to see him in so much pain.

He used to tell me:" It's all right, I'm so sorry I give you all this trouble, all this suffering, you know, I owe you a lot in this life"

He was prepared to take on the pain without drugs. He was truly a heroic kids, one who in the face of great odds. He made me wonder if I, as him, were to be in his condition, to have cancer, would I be able to bear up that much? To have that much courage and endurance? He is truly an inspiring example.

Dir, why do you leave me alone

Why must you?

Why have to be me?

Banyak yg pengen ku critain ke kamu

Banyak yg pengen kutanyai juga

There's still many things that I wanna do with you

Kenapa mesti aku c ..dir

Kenapa mesti aku

Lu tiba2 aja dateng

Tiba2 aja masuk hidup ku

But the, so sudden

U left me alone

Kamu jahat bgd tau

U are me, it's mean

kita adalah satu,meskipun dunia,ruang,waktu misahain kita

meskipun ragamu tak lagi ada di sisi ku

namun ku tau pasti, cinta mu kan slalu ada ,bersemayam di sanabari ku(ceileh)

"kamu pecya eternity ?"

-eternity?eternal?abadi?

"yup..kyk gt lah..percaya ga"

-PNP..heheh

"believe it, key"

-tentang apa dulu

"tentang smuanya, eternity ttg semuanya yg ada di dunia ini,tentang kita"

...............o gt ya

ingin ku percaya hal itu sekarang

dir,ardika dira prasetya...hobi bgd c aku nyebut nama panjang mu,

dir..bangun

kamu dimana?

"u just call up my name, and u know wherever i am..I'll come running, to see you again"

but it just be a bull shit now,...ku dah panggil kamu beratusan juta kali

tapi kamu dimana?dir..bangun..ini cuma mimpi kan

kamu dah pergi hampir 4tahun

kamu g kangen aku?

kita lom pernah ngrayain birthday ku bareng2 kan, just both of us

qm pasti jadi yg kedua ku, maav..ku plinplan

dir...give me a chance

ku sayang kamu juga. ku cinta kamu, cuma kamu

"prefer aku atau ale?"

-cinta? cuma sekali dalam hidupku, cuma pada 1 orang, g tau sapa

....dir, sekarang aku tau, cuma kamu

pliss, comeback,

LOrd, if u were hear me..pliss,..tell him, that I love him

walaupun dalam mimpi,..pertemukanlah kami Tuhan

meskipun tak mungkin satu lagi, but just in a dream, I'll be so hepi

kenapa aku ga bisa memmimpikanmu lagi

kenapa kamu ga dateng lagi dalam mimpiku dir

..........kamu pernah janji kan

kalo aku ktrima di SMANSA

kamu bakalan ngajak riding ke gunung lawu

but you broke it

kamu tlah pergi

kamu g nepatin janji2 itu

dir....pliss..comeback

q akan mencintaimu seutuhnya,hanya kamu

q ga akan plinplan lagi

ku jg akan berjuang agar temen2 mu nrima aku

dir..sekarang reza dah gede, dah pinter ngomong, sok tuwa bgd lg

kakak ma adek sama2 sok pinter..haduh2

O iya, q mo coba2 UM2 lagi, doain ya..support me okay

'on The behalf of eternity..Ardika Dira Prasetya and Kingkin Primasari, togather N forever"