Friday, May 15, 2009

proj.al



preparation for BD ny my al..wkwkpdhl masi 2minggu lage..pokony smua ny kudu di persiapin deh,ga boleh berantakan lg..










Bingung2 mode On
mou pke baju ap??anting yg mana??model rambut??semuany deh..ku kan malezz bgd make up an..just for you deh..hahah

such a beautiful disaster..wkwkwk

He drowns in his dreams
An exquisite extreme I know
He's as damned as he seems
And more heaven than a heart could hold
And if I try to save him
My whole world would cave in
It just ain't right
Lord, it just ain't right

Oh and I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
He's such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Lord, would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster

He's magic and myth
As strong as what I believe
A tragedy with
More damage than a soul should see
But do I try to change him
So hard not to blame him
Hold me tight
Baby, hold me tight

Oh and I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
He's such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster

I'm longing for love and the logical
But he's only happy hysterical
I'm searching for some kind of miracle
Waited so long
Waited so long

He's soft to the touch
But frayed at the end he breaks
He's never enough
And still he's more than I can take

Oh and I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
He's such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster

He's beautiful
Lord, he's so beautiful
He's beautiful



Thursday, May 14, 2009

ARRRRRRgggghhhh pecah!!!!!!!!!

hadoh..pie i
gmna???mampus
kacamata ku pecah..kan uda ku bilang..dulu mika ajj ,jgn dibeliin yg kaca
aku org ny ceroboh
mampus..hmmm takut kena marah
setengah juta bakalan melayang T,T
pdhl gi krismon
tp yg itu lensa ny 1,5
klo pke yg 1 nya..gg keliatan jelas..cm min1
aduh mah..maav yah...oh..gmn nih
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o iyah..kan cuma kacanya ajj
yg mahal kan frame nya..huft..gpp deh..paling dipotong dikit

second project..do PP

PP..nyari artikel,ayo..do ur best key
masa td quiz PP,cm dpt B...bego!!
nyari di majalah ny pp ajj deh,wkwkw,puintere

150509..tiba2 ke inget ma blog jadul ku

...0208-150509

dah mpir setaon lebih gg ngurus ni blog gg jelas
..huft,welcome back
I'll starting with
"PTB SIA*an"
harus ny bisa lebih baik dari itu
jeleg,jelg bgd dah,tp knpa pd bilang baguz2 gtu ya?pd boong pasti,cuma menghibur ajj
blom puas,absolutely lom puas bgd
diliat dari proses,udah lumayan,,eh..gg dink..udah sangad sunggu bekeja keraz..
editing,cuma semaleman..full...n dpt 60an hlman,tp gara2 ci "dy"..jd mesti ngedit lage,akhirnya cuma 38hlm,
finishing..selasa tu udah jde,muter2 jgja...tp ap daya...prog q ketinggian,jd mesti ngedit dari awal
rabu..muter2 jgj lagii, n d result is..sungguh sangad mengecewakan,capee bgd,seluruh waktu,pikiran,apapun dah kucurahkan,tp app(..wew lebay)..huft..n d result,"I'll do it by myself"
mpe rumah jam5an...truz,lgs ngopie,biar aggk freshan dikit..
langsung nge print mpe jam10an..print idiot mberontak,dy kecapean..ngadat mode On!!!
asemkkk,app bole buat,,rehat bentar,jam 11 mo bangun lg..tp malah ketiduran mpe jam1..jam 1 ci priter dah mule mo di ajak perang lage...akhirnya nge print mpe pagi..oh,what a nightmare ..huhhhhhhhhhhhhh
jam4an bo2..jam5.30 bangun..trus mandi dll ny..trz brgkt kuliah,asemk,masuk pagi,,byasanya ajj tuh dosen inkonsisten paling gg jelas ttg jadwal,,kok giliran akk gi malez kulia..malah masuk???
jam 8.30..kelar kuliah..lgs cabut..muterin jgj lg,haduh...................................
fine,mungkin Allah dah kasian,jd hehe..bantuan pun dg sendiriny dtg...wkwkw..Thanks ya allah
jam 11pas..pas2an ny mo msk kul..pas jg dah kelar ni urusan..
jam 1 ambil tuh majalah terkutuk...jam2 dikumpul
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*the awful word is: "man eman,padahal bgs loh.."
nyesekin tau pak..iyy i c,emg bnyk kekurang
1.kurang waktu(salah ku ndiri)
tapi y uda lah,,bodo amad
paling2 smua ny di standardisasikan...BBBBBBBBB smua
mo karya ancur ato bgs jg cm dpt BBBBBBB
paling gg ..q dah do my best lah

awal minggu ini07-14 may 09

bener" complex bget,pikiranku,yg kupikirin,desain majalah,PTB,PTP,Semesteran,tugas,wht ive done si?just doing nothin,wtcwtf*****,i wow,O yea..jeje,ku lagi bisa ngertiin omongan mu skrg,Lola bget ya akk,tapi gini je,jeje yg pinter rajin n lebay,jkakaw,udah terlanjur basaah,ya udah nyemplung sekalian ajj,ku akn usaha,walaupun sendiri,tp gg sendiri jg si,tp 'dia' gg mungkin jg ngandelin org lain,qku g nyalain dia si,terkutuk kaw'ide dudulz',huwaaaaaa~,
gimana lagi,udah min ku jd nambah,gara" tiada jeda tanpa Lappy
I hope there ll be a happy ending,karya ku,
eh karya kita dinks,
takkan ternilai,wkakak,ngayal dulua ah,motivasi coy
sabtu-minggu,ku hbisin sama lappy,ahahay,thanx voo myOnes,jkakak
surprise nya,hmm,so happy now,best ever had
rewardnya,schedule buat shoping dah di buat,ahehahe
meskipun jarang ketemu,tp,g masalah jg,ku gatau,tapi,app ya?
OOT,semangat lah,mesti jalan terus
yang kupikirin sekrg cuma nile-nile-nile
PTP,PTB,Kaldif,almavek,nile-nile,
hepinese,wkwkw,yupi" yee
mengejar keabstrakan diriku sendiri sungguh melelahkan
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today
Ns now I know, how its feel,whakawkak
will be alone for this long week
PTB,alhamdullilah dah mou kelar
PTP,mmm..I'll get ready for it..tomorrow lah,1,5jam,cukup buat nyomot"

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banyak waktu kuhabisinbuat kamu
inti permasalahanya app ci?
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intinya akk yg slalu salah,okey,,hehe..i'll be okay..npa ci,gg pernah bisa jujur,ma diri sendiri juga
slalu bilang " I'll be okay",padahal ga 'okay'
hohoho
negasi~we belong togather...okay
120509..btw,dah finishing,hwakahaka..my FunMath Magazine..just in 4days,what a miracle
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miracle emg perlu diusahain..uhhhhhh..fuih
ngakak dulu ahhhh.wwkwk,lucu bget,tp dah saat2 terakhir
gg nyangka 1 sem cpet bett
mesti ngrencanain buat weekend..dontwannabe loonie
bentar2
anjrittttttttttt..PTB$#@$%~.
ide terkutuk,sapaci yg ngasi ide?(wowow,myself)
asemk,sabtu,minggu,senen,slasa,rabu,cuma buat PTB,ohh ooo
insom ku kumat gara2 PTB ato gara2 yg laen y?
ga napsu shoping,aduw2,whadz wrong wth me??
pengen ke museum,(hiii..ga normal bgt nih diri ku)
tapi tetep,ngevut..masi dijabanin

Masi kudu tetep semangad,mmh

Baru ajj bu" jam11,dah wajib bangun jam1,semangad dEh,.Mesti bangun lg jam3,trus kulia jam7,kapan bu" ny y?Hadu"..Mmh,ku akan tanggung jwb atz kemalazan q,okay,ganbate
15.00
Ns d result is
Dina's says:baguz kok,puas bgd dah aq
bella cs,pipin cs,dll cs:bagus e
Pak Sento: bagus...tapi gg sayang tuh...(man e man),padahal bagus loh,tapi kok gg add id penciptanya,kurang narsis...man e man loh
kin's: iya pak,kurang narsis,hehe gg bisa narsis ci
Paksento:gg pp,narsis buat di pamerin di ajang tuh boleh2 ajj,malahan harus
Kin's(ngelez): kemaren udda add ci pk,tapi saya delet
Pak sento:haduh2,kok d delet ... man e man..padahal dah bagus bgt gini
(kins: huft...man eman muluk,bikin dissapointed ajj, aku ajj emg masi gg puas)
everyones say:BAGUS
ketidak puasan ku:
1.spiralnya jeleg
2.kurang "wah" covernya
3.kurang banyak kuis2 n games ny,td jg add yg bilang "wah,kagak nhan baca majalahmu,.."
huft i c..harus ny sesuai rencana awal ,banyak quiz n games nya..tp q edit,biar gg kemahalan..eh akhernya di print ndiri T,T
bener2 gg puas aq
tapi mo gmmna,org waktuny cuma 4hari(pdhl dikasi 1semester)
yg bego tuh sapa?...aku
yang salah?...aku,cz dg pedenya mo buat majalah
as usual,ku gg mo disalain,
ini semua gara2 ci idiot,npa dy mesti puny kertas majalah sisa,bagus2..y uda,pikiranku lgs pengen manfaatin tu kertas
huftt,untung dah selesai,4hare cuma bu2 @2-3jam
gg tau jg ntar bisa bu2 gg,huft,gara2 tuh setan,jd berantakan deh semuanya
Thanx toex:
Allah,hehe,yg bikin tenang,
mommy..yg rela mbantuin,malem2 nyari kertas
hehe..my best2 one,thx dah ngasi semangad truz,dah mo dateng jauh2,klo sabtu qm gg dateng,gg tau deh,ku bakal bisa nglanjutin majalh ini gg..
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cape kesel,pengen ngomel2,jd satu
malez..pengen speed up an..tp huft
kok jd aneh gini ya suasana hati q..?whtz wrong ci?
gi bnyk voucher,tp mlz bgd ..shoping mulu
kok tiba2 pengen ke museum??
aneh,ku sakit nih,gg normal bgd ci